My aspirations for 2019 and how to achieve them

It's 2019...I am now a Form 5. SPM!!!

We had a smooth start...well...not really. Almost screwed up on the first day of school. The first day! 

I look at this all and I think, what now? 

After all, things are going downhill...SPM isn't going to spare me...

I'm not good at a lot of my subjects, even my normal ones are a mess!

And I'm not really a study person...

Wait...

What if...

I find another way?

After all, there are so many ways out there...

Maybe I can find one usable?

Anyway, enough of that.

SPM is a standard thing here. 

So we're bound to want to get good grades, right?

But, apart from that, what else do I want? 

Ah, I know! 

I wanted to try out some ideas of mine but it won't take me anywhere.

I've always loved stories and that's why I do it, why I write stories so much. 

But let's not go too far in. After all, it's SPM! Who's got time for it?

Luckily, I keep it all in my head. So when I need to use it, I'll just go for it.